Push. Or disconnect.

When the energy of a desire builds but is not yet in form, this is the temptation:

Push or Disconnect

Push ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿป

> Double down on taking any action

> Drill into logic: it should be this way, why isnโ€™t it, let me fix that

>Mobilize the search committee for the magic ticket that will finally make it work

>Control thoughts and emotions to keep the vibe high

Disconnect ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿป

> Never mind; it hasnโ€™t worked yet, why would it be different this time?

> Go down pleasure lane: distract with relief

> โ€œForgetโ€.

> Or feel โ€œboredโ€

> Other important things magically come up and take priority

The tipping point is here

๐Ÿ‘‰๐ŸปThe moment it feels like you can barely hold it.

๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป Three feet before striking gold.

Your system will engage โ€œpushโ€ or โ€œdisconnectโ€ on your behalf.

You donโ€™t even have to choose.

But striking goldโ€ฆ

That requires your conscious yes.

Your willingness to feel instead of protect, stay engaged instead of disconnect.

Itโ€™s emotional.

Terror.

Shame.

Discouragement.

Helplessness.

When you stayโ€ฆ

> Transmutation of every limit that has come before

> Affirmation of who you are and what you came here to do

> Receptivity that lets you and this desire arrive in the same locationโ€ฆ united

What youโ€™re creating chose you.

And you chose to become through it.

It will ask of you what you werenโ€™t expecting to give.

And what itโ€™s asking comes right in the moment you are tempted to push or disconnect.

The smile that comes from striking goldโ€ฆitโ€™s the one you see on someoneโ€™s face who just gave something their all.

Not all their effort.โ€จAll their heart.

Met every single edge.โ€จFelt it all.

It is one of the most beautiful experiences of being human.

This is the tipping point autopilot consciousness wants to sleep through.

But you can be awake to it ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

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