Push. Or disconnect.
When the energy of a desire builds but is not yet in form, this is the temptation:
Push or Disconnect
Push ๐๐ป
> Double down on taking any action
> Drill into logic: it should be this way, why isnโt it, let me fix that
>Mobilize the search committee for the magic ticket that will finally make it work
>Control thoughts and emotions to keep the vibe high
Disconnect ๐๐ป
> Never mind; it hasnโt worked yet, why would it be different this time?
> Go down pleasure lane: distract with relief
> โForgetโ.
> Or feel โboredโ
> Other important things magically come up and take priority
The tipping point is here
๐๐ปThe moment it feels like you can barely hold it.
๐๐ป Three feet before striking gold.
Your system will engage โpushโ or โdisconnectโ on your behalf.
You donโt even have to choose.
But striking goldโฆ
That requires your conscious yes.
Your willingness to feel instead of protect, stay engaged instead of disconnect.
Itโs emotional.
Terror.
Shame.
Discouragement.
Helplessness.
When you stayโฆ
> Transmutation of every limit that has come before
> Affirmation of who you are and what you came here to do
> Receptivity that lets you and this desire arrive in the same locationโฆ united
What youโre creating chose you.
And you chose to become through it.
It will ask of you what you werenโt expecting to give.
And what itโs asking comes right in the moment you are tempted to push or disconnect.
The smile that comes from striking goldโฆitโs the one you see on someoneโs face who just gave something their all.
Not all their effort.โจAll their heart.
Met every single edge.โจFelt it all.
It is one of the most beautiful experiences of being human.
This is the tipping point autopilot consciousness wants to sleep through.
But you can be awake to it ๐๏ธ