Push. Or disconnect.
When the energy of a desire builds but is not yet in form, this is the temptation:
Push or Disconnect
Push šš»
> Double down on taking any action
> Drill into logic: it should be this way, why isnāt it, let me fix that
>Mobilize the search committee for the magic ticket that will finally make it work
>Control thoughts and emotions to keep the vibe high
Disconnect šš»
> Never mind; it hasnāt worked yet, why would it be different this time?
> Go down pleasure lane: distract with relief
> āForgetā.
> Or feel āboredā
> Other important things magically come up and take priority
The tipping point is here
šš»The moment it feels like you can barely hold it.
šš» Three feet before striking gold.
Your system will engage āpushā or ādisconnectā on your behalf.
You donāt even have to choose.
But striking goldā¦
That requires your conscious yes.
Your willingness to feel instead of protect, stay engaged instead of disconnect.
Itās emotional.
Terror.
Shame.
Discouragement.
Helplessness.
When you stayā¦
> Transmutation of every limit that has come before
> Affirmation of who you are and what you came here to do
> Receptivity that lets you and this desire arrive in the same location⦠united
What youāre creating chose you.
And you chose to become through it.
It will ask of you what you werenāt expecting to give.
And what itās asking comes right in the moment you are tempted to push or disconnect.
The smile that comes from striking goldā¦itās the one you see on someoneās face who just gave something their all.
Not all their effort.āØAll their heart.
Met every single edge.āØFelt it all.
It is one of the most beautiful experiences of being human.
This is the tipping point autopilot consciousness wants to sleep through.
But you can be awake to it šļø