Push. Or disconnect.

When the energy of a desire builds but is not yet in form, this is the temptation:

Push or Disconnect

Push šŸ‘‡šŸ»

> Double down on taking any action

> Drill into logic: it should be this way, why isn’t it, let me fix that

>Mobilize the search committee for the magic ticket that will finally make it work

>Control thoughts and emotions to keep the vibe high

Disconnect šŸ‘‡šŸ»

> Never mind; it hasn’t worked yet, why would it be different this time?

> Go down pleasure lane: distract with relief

> ā€œForgetā€.

> Or feel ā€œboredā€

> Other important things magically come up and take priority

The tipping point is here

šŸ‘‰šŸ»The moment it feels like you can barely hold it.

šŸ‘‰šŸ» Three feet before striking gold.

Your system will engage ā€œpushā€ or ā€œdisconnectā€ on your behalf.

You don’t even have to choose.

But striking gold…

That requires your conscious yes.

Your willingness to feel instead of protect, stay engaged instead of disconnect.

It’s emotional.

Terror.

Shame.

Discouragement.

Helplessness.

When you stay…

> Transmutation of every limit that has come before

> Affirmation of who you are and what you came here to do

> Receptivity that lets you and this desire arrive in the same location… united

What you’re creating chose you.

And you chose to become through it.

It will ask of you what you weren’t expecting to give.

And what it’s asking comes right in the moment you are tempted to push or disconnect.

The smile that comes from striking gold…it’s the one you see on someone’s face who just gave something their all.

Not all their effort.
All their heart.

Met every single edge.
Felt it all.

It is one of the most beautiful experiences of being human.

This is the tipping point autopilot consciousness wants to sleep through.

But you can be awake to it šŸ‘ļø

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