A woman who can hold a desire without evidence of it materializing is strong AF

When she’s done everything she knows to do.

Everything she has thought of, sought counsel on, and applied.

None of that ☝🏻 is where the strength comes from.

It’s in what happens after that…

It’s in allowing the grief for what she knows is hers and has not yet met her.

It’s in giving way to the disappointment so she recalibrates toward the truth: this is about her and God alone.

It’s in letting the waves of doubt move through her, continuously reconciling her reality away from the formulas of:

effort equals outcome

logical solutions yield results

evidence serving as validation…

and toward the bigger game she came her to play through having this desire.

It’s in the discouragement breaking her open into the frequency of receptivity, destroying the energy of “trying”.

That’s where the strength is…

She doesn’t protect herself from the pain of the desire forging her in its flames.

She does not look away.

She does not run.

She does not drop it.

She knows.

When 3D reality seems to betray her knowing of what is hers, her knowing purifies